Yes ! Finally....

AAh i can still feel the "Anand" when the first drop of "Amrit" was dropped on my head. I can't explain what i felt then. I am still feeling coldish there. Yes! i finally made it but if i had listen to my mind this morning, i wouldn't have beenfeeling such "anandit" rite now. What exactly happend, i had told me yes i am not going to miss the boat this time. I didn't tell any one about it kept it surprised. So it was arund 5 Am in the morning. First of all i slept around 1ish. I thought i won't make it. But some one i got up exactly 4:40. I looked at the watch i came outside of my room and i stood there for few mins. I said it to my self, "Leave it" go to sleep. I went back to my bed and tried to sleep. I couldn't, i woke up again and told my self.. i think i should go. And then i went to rest room, i came back then again my mind tried it's best to stop me. I went back to bed again. As soon as i went on bed i am like no let me get up. This was the third time...some power was keep telling me .. no no wake up.. u should go... u can't miss this...I searched for "Kakar's" I couldn't find "KAngha", i am like.. oki am not going..I sat on the sofa for few minutes... i pickedup the phone and called my dad, it was 5:10. He was at the Gurdwara Sahib. I said ok did those ppl came yet? He said no but they are on the way. I replied, ok i am coming too. I hurridly took the shower and washed my hair, wore Kurta and then headed to Gurdwara Sahib. It was around 5:25 am. So, by the time i got there, Panj Pyarey were getting ready. So, kool i got there. Again my mind said, Go back. I shouldn't have come. But again some forced stopped me. After the blessings of Amrit, i was stunned by the "feelings" i was having. I felt so relaxed, my soul was happy. I wanted to get the blessings for a long time but every time i lept missing the boat and suddenly today Aug 19th, i made it. Yes! Finally i made it. I am still feeling the "thandak" on my head even thou i got cold lol coz i had to go to work so i couldnt dry my hair. Apart from that i am feeling wonderful.
thankyou Waheguru for this blessings to me. I wanted to give something to Panj Pyarey at that tiem but i think over the weekend i am gona get something and give it to them coz 3 of them are here untill next week and rest of them are local.
Yes! i have finally made it and i am feeling so wonderful.