I have changed

Yes, I have changed a lot. I often think back and laugh at my old years i had spent here in USA. I have gone through bad and good times and what i have learned is that "One shouldn't sit and cry for what ever he has done but make the present better and learn from mistakes". Yet i am seems like not learning a lot thou but i am trying. As the time is passing, i am becoming more calm person but sometimes anger surrounds all over me. I get angry at my self thou it doesn't make me harm myself or any one around me. It actually makes me smile at my self. There had been many ups and downs in my life and met many wrong people who advised me to do wrong things but thankgod i resisted to participate in them. One of the recent example is, here i was in this family party few weeks ago. And guess what, few guys had brought the alcohol in the car and went outside of the party hall to drink. So, here's one of my friend said, "Let's go outside for a walk" i am like sure. And as we went outside he took me near that Van where other people were drinking and trying to enjoy their way of life. He said, "Come on enjoy it with us", i said, "No thanks". He insisted come on, just try one sip. I replied, "No never ever in my life i am going to touch that" I never did nor will period and i came back. If i wanted to drink, i could have had a sip and no one ever would have known that. But hey, Waheguru is always there looking at you. So, why should we do wrong doings. One should always learn to control himself. Once we have full control over our body, mind and soul no one can force us to do anything without our wil.

That's where i am stuck today.
Today i am learning to control
Today i am figuring out my goal
My goal is to be a better human
And thou i might not go too far
But i am trying my best
Yes i am trying my best.
That's where i am stuck today.

have a good one :)